Once upon a time, when I used to read, I'd stick myself in a book and not come out till I'd caressed the back cover and lovingly hugged the front to my bosom. Once upon a time, when I used to laugh with my head flung back; my entire being carrying the effervescent joy carefully,... Continue Reading →
I should let you go... I sleep alone even when I sleep with you. I should let you go... but I probably won't. Serena opened her door and froze for a few minutes, trapped in the sunlight streaming in around his silhouette. Steve! "Steve?", she heard her voice croak. Saw herself move aside to let... Continue Reading →
My dad died when I was six. Well, six and a half; I was big on halves then. Anyway, he died. And whether as a result of too much TV or an already over-active imagination, I used to "see" him sometimes. Always at night. Always in dim-lit rooms. He would just stand there, half-smiling; male... Continue Reading →
15-11-10 Rip something apart. Scream! Run, don't stop. Take flight, against the wind, punch a hole through your heart. Curse, Yell; I fuckin' hate you! Then break down and have you hold me forever.
26-01-11 You love me. I am the strongest, greatest woman alive. I would lie, kill, steal, die for you. You lie to me. And I die alone.
To be honest, I haven't been able to muster up enough courage or joy to post about the things I love. Everyone is going on about the fuel subsidy removal and I feel lost and even more confused. Does no one else see? Is no one else bothered? This country is a shambles and no... Continue Reading →
Heart-wrenching. That's what they call this pain. Sobs wracking this tired body. Lungs forgetting to take air. Temperature -60°, yet 72° Error - system reset. All is well again. Until the next breath.
24-09-2011 I stand here before you All I ever owned flung at your feet. My eyes; your private peepshow into my soul. Look at me, before you. My present tied up in you. Life before you never existed; how could it have? This is me, before you. Stripped.... Continue Reading →
Aug/Sept 2011 My skin crawls my face falls my heart shrinks; You're at it again. Your voice unheard your tales unread the laughs unshared; You're at it again. Shame floods my being darkness veils my world doubts storm my heart; You're at it again. I beg and haggle coax and seduce; How... Continue Reading →